Bum Deal

I Made a B in History. :( ::sigh:: o well atleast these grades will improve my GPA none the less, just no 3.0 for Jessie this semester. Tonite was an over all good night. Washed the cars, two down one to go, reading magz with Josh was like one of the highlights of my night, and then being able to have a boyfriend to hold you and allow you to cry on his shoulder is the greatest gift in the world.

I felt really stupid, and still do, but I feel better letting all that out. It's just that I miss Chrissy so much, and it was so strange that she showed up today, b/c this morning when I was driving to school it got really really bad. I realized this would be my first summer without her to do crazy and random things with. Even today it just seems as if she just doesn't want to be my friend really, I try desperately to get her attention but she just treats me like I'm just some person rather than someone who was once a best friend.

::shrugs:: o well. I was looking at the curriculum for a masters in architecture, and historical preservation and found that none of my classes really count. All you take for five years is architecture courses I'm just wasting time. Kind of depressing that i've done all this work...and achiev nothing. All you need is six electives off the approved list of the architecture department. O well. I just need to get started asap with all the classes they have piled up!