::sigh::

depressed...can't stop crying. have no idea why. Just have a bad feeling I guess...I've been alone in a house all day, I did get to go out and pick chase up, but as soon as I got back I got to the endless task of my packing again. I'm so overwhelmed The room is so cluttered with shit. I have to start wondering if it will all go in the room, or if I just have to trash it. It's so stressful I just want to scream. I hate moving. I love the change, I hate the process. I wish I could just stop crying, I don't want mom to come home to me like this, it's my last night at town. I just feel it is all so hopeless, I'm going to miss Chase so much, and I hate being alone on days like these.