What to do

Well I really dont know what to say I feel terrible I want to just keave I want to cry I am heartbroken I cant tell anyone enough how I feel. I feel so empty right now and Im scared and upset and I dont know what to do...... Have you ever just had one of those things you want to talk to someone about but you cant becaus it may start something, or you just dont eant to tell them because it would hurt. I dont know what to do I wish I could just leave never look back and live my life. I love you jess more than anything I just wish there was a different way to say it I LOVE you sooooo much. I have soo much on my mind and I just sit and stare at the wall I need a job and I need a Job now something to take all these thoughts off my mind. I am scared more than I have ever been. I wish you were here to talk to me Jess I need you.... :((

I love you Jessica Denise Cochran with all my heart sooo much!!!!

Love
Brandon