Secrets

well its june second 2 months ago I dated the girl of my dreams ans im so glad shes there. I cant really explain how i feel Kind of a cross between depressed, sad, and just all aout dissapointment in a way. after going home at midnight and talking to dad until 3am i finally got some thinking done. I feel like a very terrible person, I feel like she doesnt deserve me. I dont know what to do now and that scares me and so I just sit here and watch the clock tick as the time moves, and I watch the seconds tick by. I feel like last night Jesss I made you angry and Im sorry if I did I just feel soo terrible and I dont know what to do. I want to see you right now, I want to hold you, I want to tell you how much I love you right now. I hope to see you soon babe, I love you with all my heart.

Love
Brandon