No Phone No Phone...

Well I believe it would be a better investment to cancel my phone service with sprint and switch over to Cingular with Brandon, and share a phone line. We would have the bill of 60 a month, that would be 30 a piece, which in the end would be 45 dollars less than I'm spending now monthly. It's a 150 dollar cancellation fee, which in the end pays off, seeing I still have an entire year left with sprint. We would even get free Razors after a mail in rebate!!! That's the phone Brandon has been wanting forever...not really my style, but we have to get the same phone, and I can tell how badly he wants it, and I could really care less. It is definantly going to be a relieving switch for me...saves me money.

Dorm Life Update!!!

Wow, so I'm in college. I have been living alone in my four room dorm since August 20. But it seems as if all my roommates will actually sleep in their rooms beginning Saturday. They are all really kewl, and very different.

Jennifer: Kind hearted, sweet, quiet, intelligent.

Daina: Cute, bubbly, reminds me allot of me when I was in jr. high, I miss those days.

Morgan: Haven't really gotten to talk with her yet, but she seems to be very cool and down to earth.

But as of now, there belongings is all that resides in their bedrooms, they are all staying else where until a later date, so it has been pretty much Brandon, Clark, Lauren, Alexa, Kristina, and I in here, playing gamecube, and watching movies, and having big slumber parties. hehe.

Pictures!!!

LOOK! I have my own personal yard men!!!

Murray Hall


Clock Tower


My Ribbon Cutting Ceremony. :))


My Bedroom


My hideaway under my bed.


My view through my window. (still under construction)


Stereo corner


My Desk


Living Area...I really want to paint that wall...


Brandon on my couch...


Inside my fridge, we randomly came up with the idea of ordering ten pizzas one night around midnight.


My Utterly Awesome Shower

::sigh::

depressed...can't stop crying. have no idea why. Just have a bad feeling I guess...I've been alone in a house all day, I did get to go out and pick chase up, but as soon as I got back I got to the endless task of my packing again. I'm so overwhelmed The room is so cluttered with shit. I have to start wondering if it will all go in the room, or if I just have to trash it. It's so stressful I just want to scream. I hate moving. I love the change, I hate the process. I wish I could just stop crying, I don't want mom to come home to me like this, it's my last night at town. I just feel it is all so hopeless, I'm going to miss Chase so much, and I hate being alone on days like these.

Stupid Canadian.

Ok, oil is up, gas is up to high prices.

60% our oil and part of our refinment comes from Canada and Mexico.

So you can blame gas prices on Canada.

Canada Blamed in only 1 steps.

Upcoming times.

Two human development course
One College Algrebra courses
One English Elective
One Personal Financing course
Clark, Lauren, Alexa, Brandon, and an entire campus of individuals seeking their new life...
One very sweet suite!
This semester is going to be great!!!

Dad turns 40 this september. I probally won't be able to make the party, but that is okay, b/c I'm going to find him a totally awesome gift...I don't know how or where, but I will!!! And maybe he can come out to my treat of thai food and chai!!! :)

Back to the drawing board

well i got alot to do this last week in Midland and i seem to be poking along. Mom and dad really dont want me to leave I can tell being the fact they are paying for this whole college deal and dont support me in it at all, ugh, but thats another story. Went to tech to buy books yesterday and had a blast. Jess and I picked up Josh and Mike in Lamesa and went to lubbock to see Alexa. I cant wait to move there Im going to have so many new friends. Clark is trying to get into the same suite as me so we are going to see if he can be my room mate. I cant wait to get ther I am so sick of Midland and I am ready to start a new life..... ok theres my motication.....blink......blink...... Im gonna go pack now!!

Kissy Kissy...

Gah I'm Hawt!

That's Raider Spirit!!

My Hot New Hair...Can you tell it's red? No b/c I'm not in the sun. It Changes Color!!!

He's sad...his guitar only has three strings...

Yesterday sucked allot...

"Tongue"


Well the tongue inside my mouth is not for sale

Any spirit left in me is fading fast

Could you throw another stone to ease my pain?

Could you throw another stone to seal my fate?

'Cause I didn't believe in this world anymore, anymore

I don't believe in me



And if I can rise above this I'll be saved

Can anybody save me?

And if I can die for love, then I'm enslaved

Can anybody save me?



Second chances are too few and far between

Will to change this circumstance eludes me still

Should I grow another shell in which to live?

Should I grow another shell and not forgive?'

Cause I don't believe in this world anymore, anymore

I don't believe in me


Goodbye cruel world

Goodbye cruel world

Goodbye cruel world at last you see me drown

Goodbye cruel world

Finally broke down, thought i had over come the depression, but it really wasn't ever gone, just so built up that I couldn't control it any longer. But soon I'll be out of this life, and in another. nine days.

Ugh

Grandparents are in town, which means I have no room. I slept in my clothes last night. Woke up at six b/c that is when mom chooses to rise in the morning. Try to go back to sleep but can't, instead my body insists on this terrible headache. I'm not tired but I'm not awake, understand? They are moved into my closet, which must mean the will be here longer than I had expected. Atleast two more nights, b/c they have fish planned for tonight, and tomorrow night I'm making lasagna. And in all of this time when am I supposed to pack? ::ugh::

Tech

Well seeing I'm a Howdy Techsan I get to move in three days early. First day is moving in, the next days are orientation and direction what is to come the next week. Then we will stay completely busy until the pizza party the first week of classes. I won't get to see Brandon much, but I'm sure we will get to see one another in the evenings. I just wish he wouldn't depend on me so much, it makes me feel bad for doing all these things. I love you baby, happy four months.

Just got our classes finished in registration. We got Algebra together, yay. :)

August 10 I have an ortho so we are just going to drive on through and go to Tech and buy our books. :) I can't wait to go back on the campus. It's so refreshing.